Saturday, February 26, 2011

Unexpected Agreement

Nookie's POV

It's been over a week since I ran into Randy. I was starting to think he had given up and went back to the bitch. But no such luck.

I was out walking around thinking about him when all of a sudden he was standing in front of me. He came out of nowhere. "How the hell do you do that, Randy?"

He had a sly grin raise a little at the corners of his mouth. "Do what?"

"You fucking know what! Appear out of nowhere when I'm thinking about you." I said without thinking. I clamped my hand on my mouth. I turned and walked in the opposite direction. He started following me. I sighed and tried to act like I didn't know he was there. He got right up behind me and leaned down next to my ear whispering, "So you were thinking about me, huh?" His breath on my ear and neck sent shivers up and down my spine.

"Please forget I said that, Randy." I felt his hair touching my neck as he shook his head no. "Even if I was thinking about you nothing can become of it, Randy. You screwed everything we had up when you fucked Katalina!" I tried to fight the feelings I was having.


Randy's POV

I could feel the effect I was having on her and it turned me on badly. I wanted to ravish her body. I bit it back and kissed her neck. "I still love you, Nookie."

She turned on me. "How dare you say that? Who the fuck do you think you are, Randy? You can just march back into my life and think everything will be forgiven because you say you love me. Which I don't believe for a minute!" She paused a moment.

"If you still loved me, no, if you loved me at all you never would have fucked her." Tears welled up in her eyes. I could tell she was looking for an out. She didn't want me to see her like this. I sighed, it ripped my heart in two to see how much I had hurt her. I layed my hand on her arm. "I'm sorry, Nookie. But I really do love you. Sleeping with Katalina was the biggest mistake of my life and I know I can't take it back. I would if I could." She leaned against my chest and I put my arms around my beautiful Nookie.

"Please give me a chance." She nodded and looked up at me. "On one condition will I talk to you."

My heart jumped at the thought. "What's that, babe?"

"Don't you dare try to sleep with me anytime soon. And remember I'm just agreeing to talk. That's it." I held her there and nodded. "Ok, Nookie, no problem. I just want a chance to talk."


Nookie's POV

I pulled away from him. "First things first. Where's the bitch?" I crossed my arms and waited for him to answer, watching the pained look on his face. "What is it, Randy?"

He sighed. "She's at the house."

I shoved him backwards. "How dare you come to talk to me and still be with her?" I growled at him.

"Wait a minute. I didn't say I was still with her. I just haven't offically broke it off with her. If you want me to I'll do it right now." He took out his phone and began dialing Katalina's number. I grabbed his arm and shook my head. "Later. Let's go talk."

Hey Stranger

Nookie's POV

I wasn't sure what to do. I kept wandering the streets trying to think when I walked straight into someone. When I looked up it was Randy. "Oh, fuck!" I backed away from him. I needed to get away. "What...what are you..." I couldn't finish my sentence. I was beyond belief.

"Oh come on, Nookie. Just talk to me." I kept shaking my head unable to form words. "What's wrong?" He asked looking into my eyes and seeing the reluctance and hurt there.

"I-I can't..." I backed away from him more before he pulled me to him. "Get your hands off me!" I got my voice back at that moment. I jerked away from him.

"Calm down, Nook. I just want to talk.” He looks so ravishing. I wanted to just take him up to my apartment and have my way with him, like always. But I couldn’t put myself through that, not again.


Randy’s POV

“Go away, Randy. I told you on the phone I didn’t want anything to do with you, now go back to your whore.” I stood there with hurt in my eyes at the pain in hers knowing I caused it. I’m such a fool.

I sighed, “I’m sorry, Nookie. I really am. Just give me a chance to explain things.” She shook her head. “Not a chance in hell that’s gonna happen, Randy. I gave you a chance with me and you fucked it up when you screwed that bitch!” She yelled at me. I glanced around seeing all the faces of strangers looking at us but I didn’t care. I wanted my Nookie.

“Come on, baby. Please.” I reached for her but she stepped back out of my reach. “Quit begging, Randy. You sound like a fucking wuss. Now, goodbye. Do NOT contact me again.” She turned and walked off. I couldn’t believe she wouldn’t at least talk to me. I slowly turned away and went back to my hotel room to revise my thoughts on how to get her to talk to

Nookie’s POV

I took off trying to forget about Randy and hoping that he would just leave town. Leave me alone. But knowing his persistent ass he would keep on and on with it. I need to talk to Zoey again but I don’t think I can right now, not after how I acted a few days ago.

I turned the corner and ran up the stairs of my aparment building, throwing the door open to my apartment then grabbing a beer from the fridge and downing it quickly before laying across my bed and crying myself to sleep.

Coffee....and A Friend?

Zoey’s POV

It had been a week since Jackson had taken me out riding on the horses and Nookie had just reappeared into our lives again. She kept trying to get me to rejoin her band. Which I have NO plans on doing, at all.

I woke up this morning to my cell ringing continuously. I rolled over and sighed.

I felt around on my nightstand without opening my eyes to see who was calling. I had been up half the night with Jackson the previous night. I pressed the on button and groaned out a barely audible, “Hello.”

Nookies voice blared from the other end. “Oh did I wake you? Well, since you’re awake anyway. I really need to talk to you about something but not over the phone.” She practically growled. Oh boy, she was pissed about something. Just great! I was so not in the mood to put up with one of her moods.

“When?” I asked shortly. I wasn’t fully awake and I was irritable. She knew I always was before I had my coffee. “Where?”


Nookie’s POV

“Now and at the local coffee shop.” I was completely pissed off. Although singing again for the first time in months had made me feel better, I still needed my girl. Well, I needed my girls but I only had one of the four at the moment.

She huffed. “Fine. I’ll be there in 10 minutes.” I was grateful I had a friend I could call and wake up out of bed and she would come right to me if I needed her. She truly was my bff. “I’ll see you in 10 then.” I hung up the phone and hurriedly got ready and apparated straight to the alley beside this coffee shop. It was muggle owned so I knew it not wise that I just pop in.

I walked around to the front of the coffee shop and saw Jackson a little ways away. My god that boy was hot. I hated to do it to Zoey but damn…

I knew at that moment I no longer wanted Randy. I now have a new target in my sights. A small grin etched its was onto my lips as I entered the shop, ordering my coffee then taking a seat at a table near the window so I could watch him.

I was lost in thought when the bell on the door rang out. I wasn’t paying much attention to anything since Jackson had wandered off after a while, until Zoey came bustling over to my table making me jump 10 feet in the air. “Damn, Zoey. Warn a girl next time will ya?”


Zoey’s POV

“Maybe you should quit daydreaming and open your damn eyes!” I proclaimed. I was irritated enough that she woke me up this morning and drug my ass out to talk to me about whatever that she couldn’t over the phone. “WHO were you staring at anyway?” I took a seat in the chair across from her and ordered my cappuccino, waiting on her to answer me.

“Oh,…um….Jackson.” My mouth dropped. Was she really infatuated with MY Jackson? I saw red at the mere thought of it. I wanted to rip her fucking eyes out. I stood up, “If you think for one minute that Jackson would even want to touch you then YOU are insane, Natalie Burberry!” I slammed my hands down on the table. “Jackson and I are trying to work on us, Natalie. Do NOT interfere in it.”

I waited for her response before I done anything hasty. “I never said anything, Z. I just said I was looking at him was all. Calm the fuck down. And anyway he’s not technically taken yet.” She smirked at me. She fucking smirked. Who the hell does she think she is waltzing in my life after 6 years and trying to take the one man I have ever loved? Damn it all to hell!

“No he’s not. But we are trying to work things out, Natalie. Please do NOT ruin this for me.” I sighed. “Please, Nookie.” I was practically begging her, which was so not me. I swear if we weren’t in a shop I would have hit her when she told me what she did.


Nookie’s POV

“Fine! I’ll back off for now.” I sneered at her. But that didn’t mean I couldn’t flirt, I thought. I closed my eyes for a moment. “Have you given it any thought as to helping me get the old band back together and opening a club here in town somewhere?”

“Thank you and no I have not. I told you I am not singing in public unless I’m completely wasted.”

“Oh, come on, Z. You know you miss it.” She kept shaking her head. Damn, she was playing hard ball. I would persuade her in the end. I smiled drinking some of my coffee.

She bit her lip and sat back down. “What the hell did you drag me out of bed this early for?” My eyes grew dark with the memory of my phone call from Randy earlier. I knew she could tell something was bothering me. I gritted my teeth and swallowed my pride. “Randy called me this morning.” I sighed. I wasn’t sure I could tell her the whole story but I had to try. I mean I did ‘drag’ her out this early as she stated.

She looked at me intently waiting on me to continue but I was frozen and overcome with emotion. “Well?” She asked. She clearly wasn’t seeing the way it was hurting me to talk about it.

“He wants to talk to me. I can’t do it, Zoe. I just can’t.” Tears came to my eyes as I thought about seeing him again.

“Why not, Nookie? It’s clear to see you still love him.” My heart felt like it was going to explode when she said that. “I know that, Zoe. It’s just not that easy for me. I’m not like you. I can’t just let the man that hurt me back into my life in the blink of an eye.” I dropped my head to the table. “Why is my life such shit?”

She rubbed my arm. “Your life is NOT shit. You have a lot going for you, sweetie. You just have to open your eyes and see it for yourself.” She was trying to reassure me. It wasn’t working. “What do I have going for me? Tell me exactly what it is I have going for me? Nothing! I have zilch. Notta. Zip.” I threw my hands up in aggravation. My life sucks.

“Well, you’re a beautiful woman, you have your music with or without a band, you’re very talented. I don’t know.” She shrugged. “If you don’t want Randy back then go out on a date or something. I could set you up with Derek Talon.” My head snapped up at the name. “Oh god. He’s in town?” I bit my lip.

“Yes, he’s in town. He lives about 2 blocks from me.”

“Damn, I ain’t seen that boy in ages.” A sly smile crossed my face remembering the last time I had saw Talon, as I had always called him. “No, I wouldn’t mind talking to him but no I don’t want set up on a date of any kind right now.” I sighed. “Randy is still with Katalina. You remember her?”


Zoey’s POV

“That bitch of a cousin of mine?” Fucking stupid bitch always did cause trouble. “What happened, Nookie? Why did you break up?” I asked her, concerned for my friend. I wasn’t sure what to do. I needed my sister but had no idea on how to get ahold of her or where she was at.

“I caught him cheating on me with your fucking slutty ass cousin.” She said angrily. Oh god. “Shit. I’m so sorry, Nookie.” I closed my eyes fighting back the tears I had for her heartache. “I know the feeling though. For 6 years I thought Jackson was cheating on me.” I saw the look on her face. Her eyes scrunched up in a menacing way. “I know its not the same. I didn’t actually catch him but I lost 6 years with him that I could have had over that damn bitch.” I sighed and stood up holding my hand out to her. “I think we need to get some fresh air.” And I needed to figure out where my sister was at. I need her more than ever right now. She took my hand and we walked out of the coffee shop together, heading toward her small apartment on the Westside of town.

Truth Hurts

Randy’s POV

I closed my phone, sighing and thinking about what Nookie had said to me. I missed her dearly. I just wish I could get her to talk to me. I never even noticed the sound of the front door opening and closing.

I jumped about 10 feet off the ground when Katalina touched my arm. “Who were you talking to?” Here we go. I knew she already knew.

“You know who I was talking to why are you making me repeat it?” I asked truly curious as to why she always wanted me to say it. “Because you usually try to lie your way out of it.” She crossed her arms. “Now who were you talking to, Randy.”

I walked off the porch and she followed me. “Leave me alone, Katalina.” She grabbed my arm. “Where do you think you’re going?” She demanded me. I rounded on her. “Away from you.”


Katalina’s POV

“The hell you are. You’re not going anywhere.” I held onto him. I couldn’t let him go. I still had to tell him the news.

“I’m still in love with Nookie. Don’t you get that?” He asked me. God, way to break a girls heart. I felt like I was dying on the inside now. Fuck! Tears started pouring down my face. “Why the hell do you love that whore anyway?” I knew I had made a mistake by calling her that.

“Watch your mouth, Katalina.” He said inching closer to my face. I was always scared of him when he was this upset. “Fine, Randy. Go in search for the love of your life again. And when you find her tell her I said hi and fuck you.” I turned and ran back inside crying.


Randy’s POV

I watched her run into the house. I knew she was crying but at this point I could care less. The stupid bitch caused me to lose the one and only girl I ever loved and ever will love.

I was confused and not sure what to do. Katalina has been with me for a year even though she knows I’m in love with another woman. But I love Nookie and want to find her to see if I can fix things with her.

I turned and continued walking to my truck. I hopped in and took off, not really sure where I was going.